April 20th, 2016 - the most Monday feeling Wednesday I've had in a long time. I'm not sure what exactly it was that had this perfectly fine Wednesday feeling like a Monday, but it just did.

For me, most Monday's are fairly simple and easygoing. I have the day off from uni so I usually allow myself a little lie in and then answer emails and catch up on the blogging world from the comfort of my bed before having to face the real world, somewhere around lunchtime. Meaning that, I normally skip the whole 'I hate Monday' thing. Not this week, my friends. Nope. Today, Wednesday April 20th, felt like such a Monday. It's 10pm, I've just come home from a somewhat action filled day and an evening of debating. I'm tucked in bed with a soothing face mask and a giant glass of ice cold water to prepare me for bed - but I'm kind of wishing it was a glass of red wine, I'd even settle for white wine. I'm just feeling a little down. You know? It's no secret that I've kind of been faced with a bunch of shitty things recently, but as normal I let them bunch up until I get overly anxious, have some level of panic attack and result in hiding under the blankets on my bed. That's how I felt for most of today. Let me explain. This morning was quite chilled, I woke up early and went for a hike up a nearby mountain. Came home, showered, had avocado and feta on toast while working on a few assignments. Submitted an assignment 2 days early so I was feeling quite pleased with myself... Had a long-ish, and quite funny, phone call with Holly. Got ready for my day, and faced quite a challenging phone call (not going into it - sorry for the vague-ness) on my way to see Anemice. From this point I had to put on a happy face and pretend I didn't receive that phone call for the rest of the day, with in lingering on the back of my mind. Sigh. Anemice and I went down to the beach for iced coffees and lunch (I had an acai bowl and Anemice had sushi). Then yet another challenging thing - a text from someone (again, vague-ness)... Ugh. Uni for an hour took my brain off everything. A mini cry/breakdown in the car on my way to pick up my year 10 debating team from my old school and then we drove the 40 minute drive to our debate for the evening!! These girls are hilarious and totally took my mind off of everything! Following this I had another of my crying breakdowns in the car. Now I'm here, in bed, comfy and definitely ready for sleep!

Tomorrow I've got 2 appointments in the morning and then, hopefully, the afternoon with Anemice. But tomorrow's another day and for now I'm going to switch off my brain, watch Grey's Anatomy and try to sleep!

I hope you are having a better week than I am!