Groan... Today was just one of those days. A day that, if I wasn't doing these What I Did Wednesday posts, I'd like to forget. And in saying that, I wouldn't be bringing attention to what happened this day but I feel like this space on the Internet it a no judgement zone. It was insanely busy and somewhat un-enjoyable. It was just a day where I was super busy (which I feel like I have been for the last month) and didn't really have time for the minor breakdown I had (again, I feel like they've been more prevalent in the last month). Yesterday wasn't the best, I had an argument with someone and felt overwhelmed and anxious for the remainder of the day. I stopped work, ate some ice cream and watched Big Bang Theory instead of having to think about anything.

As always, I woke up around 5am and got ready for my 6am gym session. I'm sick and am on antibiotics at the moment so there was nothing too strenuous but I like to still feel like I'm doing something. So, I switched out my run for a fast walk and used lighter weights. Afterwards, I went home and made a delicious berry smoothie for breakfast. 

When I got home is when the began the shitty portion of my day started. I thought I was fairly on top of everything, but I found about 45 emails that I had missed in my inbox and hadn't responded to. Sigh. Following finding all of these emails I had a few... um, confrontational conversations. Let's not talk about those... 

Around lunchtime (it was a peanut butter on toast kind of day) I was feeling very overwhelmed and had a panic/anxiety attack - yay. It was back to working and organising a few things for while I'm away this month and a few things for next month. Somehow, I had all of my work finished by 2.30. I had a few things to drop off at my old high school, it's still super weird waking around but not going to school there anymore. This afternoon I grabbed a book and went by the river and had a super relaxing few hours of reading. 


I'm supposed to be off to Melbourne tomorrow (Thursday) until Sunday but I'm not too sure if I'm going to go... Something has come up, if I don't go down it means that I can spend more time on writing and scheduling for the rest of the year.