This is less about hating emotions and more about hating other people's negative influence on my life. 

I hate how one (or at the moment in my case, 2) people can have such a horrible, terrible, not so good (I hope at least one person gets that reference) impact on my life. Now, this isn't an everlasting impact but at this current point there are just a few things going on that I could do without. I trust you guys enough that I feel comfortable sharing with you, as long as you promise not to email nasty things... 

As we all know, Joshua and I have recently broke up. I'm not sure if any of you have previously experience exactly this before but we are still in (minor) contact  and are tossing up whether or not to give our relationship another shot... Stupid thought, I know. I trust that someone out there, somewhere, will have some sort of advice that they may see fit and email through to me (or if you know me personally, text me). I'm not confident enough in myself at this point to openly ask for guidance, but I think if the advice was there I would take it. I'm at a bit of a crossroad; I don't know what to do, where to go, who to trust, who to ask. I do know that I am quite enjoying my 'hermit' time and enjoying my own company for a while until I start back up at university for Semester Two. 

The emotion part comes into action when I start to think about how this whole 'Joshua and I' thing is going to affect my little hermit bubble. We were happy together, living in our shared bubble but I am also happy now. I can't decide which makes me happier but I can definitely say both make me happy. 

Another person has recently come into my life - recently as in today. I'm not really ready to talk about this one because I'm not too sure that I am comfortable with the situation at all but I'm ignoring it while I can and will start pondering it tomorrow, or the next day, or the next. I love procrastinating and I hate confrontation - welcome to my life. 

I'm treating myself to a few nights at a spa retreat so that I can forget about everyone else (don't tell me that's overly selfish - I know, but when else could I just forget about everyone else except when in my teens?!?) and focus on being pampered. 

Decisions... Decisions... 

It's more than likely that I'll keep you posted, until then - have a good day! :-)