Thinking.
Thursday, April 09, 2015
Here is another blog warning: this post is going to be quite selfish but I just needed to be by myself and do some thinking.
I went home over the Easter long weekend and that meant I got to soak up the sun and enjoy the beach. I spent a few hours each afternoon reading by the beach, followed by watching the sunset and it was just incredibly beautiful!! This got me thinking. Thinking about where I am right now, thinking about if I'm truly happy, thinking about where I want to be in the future. I realised that right now, I'm not really happy, I'm doing the things that I am doing, hanging out with the people that I'm hanging out with now all because I'm trying to impress someone or please somebody. But that somebody isn't me. January was one of the best months I've had in my teenage life; I was truly happy and enjoying life. January for me was a time where I was in the beginning of a new relationship, I was focused on exercising and I felt content with who I was. Well, shit happens. The thing is though, I can't exactly pin-point what's happened recently but something has changed within me and I realise I have to start doing things for me and that I shouldn't be afraid of being my true self. I used to hide my true personality and interests in fear that I would be judged for them. I don't care anymore. I need to start being myself. I love you all and thank you for sticking by me :-)
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| I just took random streets and found this incredible view |
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| A book, sand and sun… What else do I need? |
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