Welcoming the New Year
Monday, December 01, 2014
If you can't tell over the past week or so I've got the urge to blog again. As the previous post mentions, a few weeks ago my life was altered. This time 1 month ago I was fine, everything was fine, my life was what I thought to be great. I was content. However, something shifted and surely my life has changed. It's a lot less dramatic than that sounds but I don't particularly want to get into the details. After this shift I had a busy week of graduating and parties to distract myself followed by my week away in Singapore with my parents to again distract myself and take my mind off everything. However, being thrown back into the reality of home life it has made me see clearly the significance of this change. To be honest these last few sentences have made it seem a lot more of a big deal than it actually is and I've been acting quite blasé about it on the outside but it's finally just hit me and I've realised how alone I am now. I'm not the type of person who exposes my feelings to a lot of people, in fact there are about 2 people that I can think of who know any depth to my life at all; I'm quite a private and conserved person. And I like that about myself. Basically, the last month of my life has been quite shit to say the least but things are looking up. I've been introduced to a bunch of new experiences which have turned into welcome distractions. These new experiences will run right into the new year and I am eager to see where each opportunity takes me. So from now on, I'm going to be putting a lot more effort into the content of my blog.
Be ready for more content, more frequently.
- Emma xo
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