I don't normally write about my faith on my blog... but I just needed to upload this. If you don't agree with what I'm writing about, I totally understand! Let's agree to disagree, and I promise you'll like the next post ;)

I've always felt the need to have full control over everything in my life. A few months ago, I realised that there is a process to everything (as well as me having little control), but each process also has an end goal that God set in place. He is always doing something, sometimes beyond my comprehension. On my faith journey, I have always found it tiring to try and overcome this and gain control. But I have realised that it's all about total surrender and letting God's path take over. I have learnt to step down and let Him take over every space and aspect of my life, because if I don't I will never taste the victory of my life that He has in place. 

I need to remind myself to trust in Him. Whether big or small, whether about work or university, relationships or health - whatever is on my mind, it's all about saturating myself in His presence and watching Him transform my failures into triumphs. I like to start and finish my day reading my Bible; it's always on my bedside table and I find it great for both my mind and soul. 

I need to remind myself that in every struggle, He is teaching me to be dependent on Him. No matter the size of the battle, I must learn to surrender. Through these battles, He teaches me to be dependent. This teaches me to give it all to God by committing all areas of my life to him. Giving it all and letting go fully, and raising my hands to heaven. 

much love,
XO