Yesterday You Said Tomorrow.
Monday, October 05, 2015 |
| My happy place: in bed, with a book, my laptop and rain. |
Motivation... Easily my least favourite word in the English language. Probably because I lack it. Honestly though, I have never been the best at self-motivating and it's something that I've always struggled with. It goes hand in hand with my awesome procrastination quality. I also feel as though motivation coincides with my lack of 'social' (hermit) life. I would much rather prefer to stay at home, in some comfy pjs reading than go out for lunch dates. I am very select in who I would get out of bed for but that's something I've always hated about myself. I will make excuses for why I don't want to go and see people. Obviously, I would jump (out of bed) at the chance of going to see my closest friends and family but I hate the awkwardness of people I'm not comfortable with. I don't really know how to explain it, but I hope someone gets me. I've been trying really hard lately to say yes more and to actually get out of the house. I signed up to a gym so that's forcing me to get out of the house. I have to go down to Brisbane quite a lot for work, also getting me out of the house. But that's about it. I still haven't 'trained' myself to say yes to lunch dates... One day I will.
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